Not All Who Wander Are Lost

Monday, February 28, 2005


The snow is piling up here in Manhattan and I can't wait to get home! I have the Weather Advisory hotline for my school on speed dial because they canceled all night classes for today, so hopefully, they'll cancel class for tomorrow! Oh I would just love that! Then I can sleep in late and spend my day pounding Amstel. It's a damn good thing I have beer in the house. I just hope that my crazy roommate isn't there b/c she's such a downer! Stay warm everyone!


Saturday, February 26, 2005

This week...

...has been so usual. As I posted earlier in the week, I hung out with J last Saturday. Of course, amazing, as I also mentioned in the post. Haven't seen him since. I can't say that I've had an exorbitant amount of time to be spending with him, but it would have been nice, I suppose. I have to keep in mind that we're not serious!!!!!!!!!! Lol. Ok, I just had to put that out there.

  • Anyway, so I took off on Monday because I wanted to celebrate the Presidents. Lol. Yea fuckin' right. I was so damn sick when I woke up on Sunday, that on Monday, I couldn't even get out of bed. And I didn't. I stayed hom allllll day long. AND I actually had class that day, but I didn't go.
  • Went to class on Tuesday. My Photo 1 prof. was out sick, so I spent the day in the dark room. Then I get a call from my Mom saying that I got a summons for jury duty at my brother's house in the Bronx. I was PISSED and it ruined my whole day! So I went to my bro's house that night to pick up all my mail. Turns out, since I no longer live in the Bronx, I don't have to serve! I just have to mail in proof of that and I'm all set. So I hung out with my bro for like an hour...we were listening to an ollllldddd Tribe Called Quest CD and dancing around the house like 2 assholes. Left and drove home.
  • On Wednesday, I stayed home...ALL DAY LONG, once again. I still felt like shit, but I cleaned my room from top to bottom and did a sinkful of dishes. I was pretty bored after that though, so of course, I started usual. Nothing to be proud of, but shit, my tolerance is phenomenal now. ;-P lol. Around 9:30p, I called up Janine and we went down to Kevin St. James on 8th Ave. where my girl Jess bartends. Link to those pictures in the post right down there...
  • Thursday, school and beer and snow, it's all a blur.
  • Friday, darkroom, class, work, Pauline's with Janine, Shaelee and Janine's brother's little girlfriend. I say "little girlfriend" because I used to date Janine's bro and the girl was soooo uncomfortable in front of me. Mind you, she's older than I am, I think 26. And he's like 33. Whatever. She was just mad quiet when I got there and I was being social with her. She loosened up, but once she saw that we were all talking to guys, you know, just bullshitting with them, she started text messaging him (M). Like non-stop and getting pissed because he wasn't coming to the bar we were at. He told her that he was hanging out with his Dad, when really, he was at a bar down the block. So Janine goes, "Yaz, let's go to the store for cigarettes.", and I'm like ok. So we get outside and she says, "Naw, we're really going to see M at Harp Bar" I'm like oh no, we're so scandalous. Long story short, M ended up meeting up with us at Pauline's but homegirl was still so salty. Whatevahhhhhh. It was funny.

Ok, now you're all pretty caught up on my life now. I am fuckin' exhausted...and probably going out drinking again tonight! ;-)


Did everyone go see "The Gates" in Central Park? Well here are some interesting representations!

And click here for my own personal pics of "The Gates". Also included are some pics of my beautiful friends and I at Kevin St. James (woohoo Jess!!!!!)...ttfn!


Sunday, February 20, 2005

Two very important quotes...

"All the ways you wish you could be, that's me. I look like you wanna look, I fuck like you wanna fuck, I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not. " -- "Fight Club" [Brad Pitt]

"If you're important...they'll wait. " -- "Be Cool" [John Travolta]


I am Jack's favorite songs...(click to view lyrics)

I'm Not An Addict -- K's Choice

  • This song has an amazing melody, and to be honest, K's Choice are addicts. Mmmkay.
Goin' Out West -- Tom Waits -- "Fight Club" soundtrack, natch

  • This song is hilarious. I believe this is the song in the background after the Narrator & Tyler Durden walk into Lou's joint, ready to hold the first Fight Club meeting

What's Going On? -- 4 Non-Blondes

  • You know, what's going on? Like, why the fuck is that monkey's add Bush still Prez? Hmmm...Jeb?

Nothing Better -- The Postal Service

  • First of all, The Postal Service is an amaaazzzzing band. Secondly, just reading the lyrics to this song won't do it justice. It's a duet, guy and girl, going back and forth. She wants to leave, he wants her to stay. certain songs ring so true! (Also, check out their song Clark Gable as well)

IPod...and other stuff...

I love my fuckin' IPod. I download music and plug that bitch into my cpu and bang -- got me some new tunes. Doesn't get any better than that.

Other news...hmmm...hung out with J last night. Amazing time as usual. No details, lol. ;-)

And to the new readers, I say "WELCOME!"...thanks for leaving me some comments. I'll be sure to return the favor!! I hope I keep you interested! I try to be witty, but sometimes I just sound like an idiot. Something to look forward to. ;-)


Saturday, February 19, 2005

Almost forgot!

The bastard ex called me twice on Thursday. Why, you ask? Well, I asked myself that same question. Fucking retard left me a message that said something along the lines of wanting me to help him with some computer stuff. How bout when I asked you to help be honest? Lol. What happened then? Ha ha, funny shit. Then he said something about "oh, I just need you to help me with that b/c you're really good with computers, but that's all b/c I'm in a relationship and I'm happy"...first off, call fuckin' tech support bitch. That lazy, rat bastard still owes me over $1,000, but wants free computer help? Um, no. Call that fat, nasty bitch that you were boning for our entire "situation", that would be 3.5 years. Cocksucker. Then calls back again, like 2 minutes later, to say that I didn't need to call him back because he found help elsewhere, but thathe would pick up the phone if I ever needed anything and that he could be my friend even though I didn't want to be his. Um. Ok, 'nuff said. I was half-ready to call him back and be like lose my fuckin' number you lying bastard, but thought better of it. He is just calling to get a reaction out of me and I haven't talked to him in about 3 months, so I'm not going to give him the satisfaction. I wish he would lose my fuckin' number. Dick.

More getting' to know me shit...

1. What time is it? 2:53PM
2. Name as it appears on birth certificate: Vader, Darth. WTF do you think? Yasmin C^^^^^^ lol
3. Nicknames: Yaz, Munchkin
4. Number of candles on your last birthday cake: I was probably drunk so I don't remember how many candles there were on my sh*t. If you want to know how old I am, stop beating around the bush! I'm 24!
5. Pet(s): My flippin' dust bunnies
6. Hair color: Hmm...what color is it not? Mostly red and brown, but I still have some green x-mas streaks left
7. What/who inspires you most? If I said Ghandi, I'd be a herb right? Well, my flippin' parents, who do you think?
8. Eye color: Brown
9. Hometown: Born in Manhattan, raised in the Bronx
10. If you could eat lunch with one person, who would it be? Napoleon Dynamite. I'd steal his freakin' TOTS!
11. Favorite foods: Spanish food, Sushi, Thai
12. What was the last good book you read? I can't remember. Probably the Da Vinci Code
13. Ever been toilet papering? WTF. No. I grew up in the hood man. How do you TP a hi-rise?
14. Love someone so much it made you cry? Nope! Thank goodness!
15. Been in a car accident? Yes
16. Croutons or bacon bits? Turkey bacon bits, how bout that?
17. Favorite day of the week? Whatever f*ckin' day I'm not working (i.e. Tuesday-Thursday)
18. Favorite restaurant: Nagoya (at the moment)
19. Favorite flower: Tulip
20. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with? Anyone who likes to have random ("drive-by") conversations. Shut the f*ck up
21. Favorite drink: Grand Marnier with Stoli Vodka and pineapple juice and Amstel (not at the same time lol. But everyone can blame good ol' Natty-Ski-Nat-Nat for the Grand Marnier drink -- she put me on!)
22. Favorite ice cream flavor: Don't eat ice cream (but when I did, it was vanilla or Cookies & Cream)
23. What characteristic do you despise? People who are chronically tardy
24. Favorite fast food restaurant? Don't eat that sh*t
25. What color is your bedroom carpet? Beige
26. How many times did you fail your driver's test? I didn't flippin' fail!
27. Where would you like to retire to? Doesn't matter, as long as I'm rich
28. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Nine West
29. Favorite colors? (it's slimming lol)
30. Bed time? like 3 or 4 am most nights
31. Who will respond to this email the quickest? I would say Nat, but she's the sender, so I'd have to say Keka
32. Who is least likely to respond to this email? Twin
33. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Italy
34. Favorite movies of all time? FIGHT CLUB!!!!! SCARFACE!! THE GOONIES!! NAPOLEON DYNAMITE! (there are a few more, but these are my top 4)
35. Any siblings? Yup, my older brother, Tone
36. Ford or Chevy? Are you buyin'?
37. What are you listening to right now? My flippin' IPod
38. Pizza War-NYC or Chicago? I'd have to say NY considering I've never been to Chicago to compare the pizza. But once I travel to that cold ass city to try it out, I'll give you a more informed opinion.
39. How many tattoos do you have? Seven
40. Time you finished this: 3:04pm


Dang. What a fuckin' night it turned out to be yesterday. I felt so damn accomplished, but of course, life is so unpredicatable. Long story short -- had a decent day at work -- went by quickly. Left work around 12am...had all intentions of getting to work today @ 8:30am because I want to leave @ 8:30pm (hanging out with J tonight) I'm about 2 blocks from my house when I realize that I'm riding on a rim...MY FUCKIN' TIRE BLEW OUT. Ok, seriously, had that happened on the highway, while doing 80 mph, I'd be in the hospital or dead. Luckily, it happened while I was on a residential street with no other cars around (except the parked ones) and doing 20 mph. So I'm up until 2am stressssssssin'. Tossing and turning, while my poor car is out on the street, sitting on a bare rim, surrounded my mutilated rubber. Pissed. So I get up @ 6:55am, make coffee, call the Service Station on answer. Called my Dad, get him to tell me how to put on the donut over the phone. I threw on 2 pairs of sweats and my long, bubble jacket (it was BRiiiiiiiiiiiCK outside) and took a cup of coffee outside with me. I was ready. Lol. Couldn't find the fuckin' T-shaped shit that I'm supposed to take the lug nuts off with, found everything else, but it was bolted down. Needed that fuckin' T-shit. So I called the Service Station again, and 20 minutes later, I was rolling down the flippin' street to them motherfuckers. Shiiiiit. Cost me $111 and a $5 tip for the guy who did it, but my tire got replaced. The kicker is that the guy I talked to on the phone originally was like, Ma'am you need a new tire. I looked at him for like a good 30 seconds and walked away. Hi, thanks for stating the obvious, dick. I already mentioned that. I'm not a complete asshole. So now I gotta get the other back tire fixed as well, which I plan on doing tonight or tomorrow morning. So that's my drama.
The upside is that I'm leaving work today @ 8pm and I'm going to see J. I'm soooo excited. I don't know why. But I like him so much! I TM'd him this morning to wish him luck on his presentation today, and also mentioned that I was a damsel in distress. He TM's me a little while ago and said, "Are you ok? Did you get someone to fix it for you?" was so cute. Then I'm like, "Are we still hanging tonight?" and he says "Definitely!!" lol. Ugh, I like him way too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;-)

Friday, February 18, 2005

What a flippin' week...

This week has been kinda hectic. Let's take a gander at the run down, shall we?
  • Monday, February 14th - V-Day for all of you who celebrate it. I'm saying, I don't like it! Lol. Mostly because although I wasn't single for the last 4 years, I never had a Valentine because my ex was a broke, lazy bastard. So this year, I'm thinking, eh...WTF? I'm single, so no Valentine (J -- well, he was my secret Valentine lol). Went to class. Brought a CD down to my cousin's job and then went and got my hair done. Now keep in mind that it was raining that day. I only trimmed my hair anyway, but it came out really nice. So J TM'd me "Happy V-Day", in response to my "Happy Monday" lol. I was soooooo reaching. I said "Bah humbug" and he said "It's V-Day for everyone"...of course, I was like :Well if that's the case I wouldn't be sitting on my couch tonight like I plan to" he called me and said I was really subtle lol. Of COURSE he knew I wanted to hang out with him. Long story short, he came to pick me up to go out for drinks for a little while. He wasn't feeling well. So then he gives me a card, which I was soooooo suprised by. What dude gives cards? None that I know...well my bro and my Dad, but ya know, they're family. Anyhoo--so I didn't read it in front of him and apologized for not having one for him. I just didn't think he would want a card for fear that it would seem as though we're more serious than we are. I'm such a dummy. Anyhoo--hung out until 11p. He was sooooo tired. Vendito! So he took me home and I commented that he should get a CD holder for his visor like mine. And he was like, yea I need one.* Dropped me off, gave me a couple of good night kisses ;-) and I went inside. I read the card and it was something along the lines of..."A hug for my favorite love bug" was cute. He didn't write anything but our names, but I expected that. So then I called him and thanked him.
  • Tuesday, February 15th - Photo 1 in the a.m., then Cpu & Culture next, then Photo 1 again. He gave us an assignment that I f'd up because I loaded 2 rolls of film wrong blah blah...I did it all over again and I don't want to get into it. Was SUPPOSED to go to the gym with Kek, but we decided to go eat instead lol. So we went out to dinner in our gym clothes and then did a compra @ Pathmark.
  • Wednesday, February 16th - Went out to lunch with Janine and then we went shopping, of course. I was supposed to be taking pictures for my Photo 1 assignment (see above) but it was raining. So I took the pics after the rain stopped, which was moot because I loaded the film wrong. Don't want to talk about it. *Bought a cd holder for J's visor (see V-Day's bullet for reference).
  • Thursday, February 17th - Wanted to see J badly...I was in need of some affection! I was having a bad day! Also had some tentative plans to go to Rory's with my co-worker. J called and said he had so much stuff to do for work and school, so I was like aww ok. I told him on Wednesday that I got him something, so on this day, he asked about it. I told him it was a suprise. I ended up making plans to hang with Janine and her friend. I TM'd J and ended up telling him that I "suck a suprises. It's a CD holder for your visor...that still let's you look at your gorgeous face in the mirror"...he TM'd me back and said "You're such a sweetie, thanks"...I was grinning like an asshole. lol...Met Janine at her cribo, went to Walgreen's, swung by Magoo's to say hi to one of her brothers, then got her car from the lot, went to Harlem to pick up her homegirl, back to Magoo's for a bit, had McDonald's b/c we were tipsy and hungry (ugh, I regret that so much b/c I haven't had McDonald's in months), then over to the Clubhouse for more drinks. My co-worker left from Rory's and met us over there with his roommates, but they only had a beer and left. I went home around 1:30am and was asleep by 2am.
  • Today, Friday, February 18th - Woke up @ 8am, got to school by 9:25am -- in the darkroom by 9:35am. Processed 2 rolls of film (THEY CAME OUT RIGHT THIS TIME DAMNIT! YAHOOOOOOOO)...talked to my Photo 1 professor for a bit and he laughed at me b/c I loaded my film wrong the first time lol. Changed into my work clothes (b/c in order to process film, one must handle chemicals!) and went to my Cpu & Culture class, only to find out that it was canceled. So now I'm sitting here in the Cpu lab waiting for my 1:40p class to start. And today we're just watching a movie. Yahoo. Then off to work. ;-(

DANG! That was a lot of typing. Fingers bleeding. I'm out!


Sunday, February 13, 2005

Oh the insanity!

Read this. HILARIOUS. I plan to do them all. Enjoy!

  1. At lunchtime, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.
  2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice.
  3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that.
  4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "in."
  5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for weeks. Once everyone has gotten over his or her caffeine addictions, switch to espresso.
  6. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors."
  7. Finish all your sentences with "in accordance with the prophecy."
  8. Dontuseanypunctuation
  9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk.
  10. Ask people what sex they are. Laugh hysterically after they answer.
  11. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."
  12. Sing along at the opera.
  13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme.
  14. Put mosquito netting around your work area and play tropical sounds all day.
  15. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because you're not in the mood.
  16. Have your co-workers address you by your wrestling name, "rock hard."
  17. When the money comes out of the ATM, scream "I won! I won!"
  18. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot, yelling "run for your lives, they're loose!!"
  19. Tell your children over dinner "Due to the economy, we are going to have to let one of you go."

Last night...

So! Still haven't gotten any sleep. Left work around 10p last night to get some rest, but of course, had to find out if J had plans. He said he was going to see some of his boys for a bit and that he'd come over afterwards. We made plans for 11:15p and he was prompt as usual. I won't get into details, but let's just say that we didn't go to sleep until about 5am. He left around 7am and I slept until 10am. So dang sleep!

I got to work around 11:45a, so I'm going to stay until at least 11p tonight. Then home to sleep and school tomorrow, but I took the day off from work. I don't know why, since V-Day is just another Monday for me, but ya know, maybe J will wanna hang. I doubt it. But, we'll see. OMG last night was amazing... ;-) Lol. Ciao!

Saturday, February 12, 2005

Hmmm... J called me a little while ago, however, no mention of plans for this evening ;-(...whatever man. I am in such a shit mood anyway, that it just doesn't matter. I haven't seen him in over a week...I guess that's what happens when people aren't serious. It's whatevsss at this point. I gotta stop thinkin' so much. That's when shit gets fucked up. I had to get that off my chest.

J9 tm'd me, wanting to go to that bar Pauline's again, just for an hour. But seriously, I can't just go to a bar for an hour. The damn stool wouldn't even get warm! Plus, I've turned into such a lush that I need to take a day off from drinking. Hopefully, I'll wake up tomorrow refreshed after a sober night.

Other than that, nothing more to report. I am planning on leaving work around 10p because, well, nothing to look forward to at home! If J miraculously wants to hang out, I'll leave earlier but the chances of that happening are nil. Ok, ciao!

The week in review...

Ok time to update:

Let’s go day by day, shall we?

Tuesday, February 8th: Class all day long (lots of time spent in the darkroom), went upstate to visit my parents for a little while, then J9 came to visit. She brought over a bottle of vanilla Bacardi, soda and munchies and we hung out in my house until 2am.

Wednesday, February 9th: Stayed home allllll day. I didn’t step out for anything. I did laundry all day and cleaned up my room.

Thursday, February 10th: Class, then went to the gym with Kek. Oh yea, and I bought my pink IPod. I love it so much. I can’t get enough of it. Anyhoo-Jess and I made plans to hang. Went out to Jerzee to visit Jess and have a couple of drinks in her cribo. Drove our crazy asses into NYC and went to her boy’s bar. Drank some more (Amstel – woohoo!!) and played pool. Good time!!

Friday, February 11th: Went to Siberia Bar
to have a going away get together for one of my co-workers, who is moving to Hawaii. Got SUPERRRRR wrecked. Stayed there for a couple of hours. I fully intended on going to Kevin’s to visit Jess, but ended up going with my co-worker Ed to the China Club to hang out with Kek and the girls. I haven’t been out with her in awhile. Danced until my feet ached. Had such a great time. Called work around 3am and called out.

Saturday, February 12th: Felt bad and came into work @ 1pm lol. Gonna stay until about 9p, 9:30p, not sure yet. I’m more tired than hungover. I am an insomniac. Some shit is always plaguing that 5 lbs of mass on top of my neck. Lol. J tm’d me a little bit ago, guess he heard from Kek’s fiancé that we were together last night. I didn’t bother asking him if he wanted to hang out tonight. I have a feeling he’ll call or tm me later to ask. I hope. Lol

Ok, let me get back to ‘work’…ciao!

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Random quote from "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind"

"Frank: The only Valentine's Day cards I get are from my mother. How pathetic is that?"

Oh, but how true...

Sunday, February 06, 2005

I still can't believe I'm going to miss the Super Bowl...

...this is the first year that I've been half way excited about it. If it wasn't for J, I wouldn't really care, since sports has never been my thing. My Sharon and Sara explained it to me step by step as we watched the championship games a couple of weeks ago. So, I have the Super Bowl website up and ready to start updating me with the score. Won't be as exciting as watching the real game and getting wasted, but hey, a girl has to take what she can get.

All the bankers over here are rushing to get out of here and I'm really jealous. Part of me wants to go sit in Cassidy's for a little while, just an hour, but I'm not even going to bother. I am exhausted and I just want to go home, get wasted and go to sleep. Yes, I said it: get wasted. I fucking work ON THE WEEKENDS. Granted, that's my choice, but I really...have no choice lol. So I look forward to getting blasted as often as possible. I go to school full time, work full time, have NO personal time, except ONE SOLITARY DAY OFF FROM EVERYTHING...Ahhh Wednesdays...but lo and behold, there is always some shit I have to do. I have been incredibly cranky lately, and the only thing I look forward to is drinking and getting laid lol. Preferably at the same time. LMAO. And luckily, with J, I not only get an AWESOME guy to hang out with, but I also get a drinking partner. We beast on the Amstel lol. My lush status is not as pitiful as some might assume because I for one, have many responsibilities, bills, work, school, family obligations etc, that I manage to not fuck up. SO! When I have the time, a bitch likes to get Bacardi says... "Life is better...TWISTED!"

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Forgot to mention that I need my helmet (it's a private joke btw me and J, who will never see this, but whatevsss)...I am so disoriented today. But J says that it's his turn with it. I guess he got more wasted than I did last night. He was in WP, as I mentioned below. Don't know what bar. Didn't ask. Don't care. As long as a good time was had by all. I would make such a great flippin' girlfriend....ahhh...whatevssss...someday. Ok, ciao again!

Super Bowl Sunday!!!!!!!!!

GO PATRIOTS!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, now for other news. Went
here last night with J9. Got there around 11:45p and the place was PACKED. As usual. The place was also teeming with cops, both uniformed and undercover, inside and out. But, see, number 1, I may not look it, but I'm about 6 years older than half the people that go there and number 2, I rolled in with a flippin' cop. So, all the cop action was funny to me. Got hit on by every 21 yr old in there, I swear. Those kids are so little, it's amazing. Now, I like Rory's because they play decent music and the beer is not expensive. Other than that, I wouldn't waste my time. I certainly wasn't going to head up to White Plains b/c J was up there and I didn't want to run in to him. Everything is kewl with us, just didn't want to see him up there with his buddies. I might appear to be a stalker or some shit. I might have gone up there by my own volition before finding out from my cousin that he was on his way up there. Anyway -- good times.

UNTIL! J9's boy...well...the guy she is "seeing" showed up at like 2:30a because she told him she wanted him to "stop by"...he is a very nice guy and I like him for her, but I don't play second fiddle to a dude, so I peaced out REAL quick. Went home, ate some munchies and passed out.

Need my fuckin' helmet today. I am EXHAUSTED. 9 hours of sleep in 2 days. Nice.

Saturday, February 05, 2005

Stuff to report...

Currently listening to the CD that J made for me ;-)

Ok, so the post below was from Wednesday. I was a little pissy that day, probably PMSing. Whatever. Anyway, so J and I usually hang out on Wednesdays. It's not that we've talked about it and said, ok Wednesdays are our day. But I usually invite him over to watch "Lost" with my roomie and I. BUT! He had a buttload of work to do and I can understand that. He has lesson plans to prepare and what not. SO! I didn't see him that day, but he DID call me. Man I was wasted at that point. Off of 4 beers! I am such a light weight when I don't eat! So, we talked for about 30 minutes, joked around alot and said goodbye. Now, Thursday, I had flippin' class, so I did that and came home. He started TMing me, asking if I was hungover and I told him no. So he proceeded to ask if I wanted to drink with him, blah blah, of fucking course I want to drink with him! Hell-oooooo!?! I thought I wouldn't see him at all this week because his buddy was supposed to be coming in from out of town with his wife on Thursday. BUT, lo and behold, he wanted to see me, so he was at my house by 8p. We went out, picked up pizza, brought it back to my casa and ate, then starting drinking the beer he bought. Man, I'm a bad influence on that kid because he didn't leave until 2:30a, and had to get up for work before 6a. The worst! But we had an amazing usual ;-)

Hung out with my girl J9 last night. Went to this bar on 238th & B'way called Pauline's. Cop bar. Saw a cutie. I was so tempted to buy him a drink, but the girls wouldn't let me! And then he left lol. So that was the end of that. I had to do something to keep my mind of the hideous rap music that was playing lol. I watched sports. I have to get into it man. J is a baseball player. I have to start knowing what the fuck I'm talking about. And learn how to spit like he taught me. Lol

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Hump day...

...close your dirty minds. It's Wednesday. Ok?

Anyway, I spent an assload of money today, trying to beautify my room and organize my life. Money well spent, I tell ya. Took some pix today, but I have to have 2 completed rolls for my photography class on Tuesday. I still have so much to buy for the class, but I am procrastinating like a mofo as usual.

J is so busy this week and it blows! I guess I have to keep myself busy as well. I feel so bad for him. He has so many demands on his time that he said I am the one who breaks him out of his cage. That's cool with me, but I'm not even sure if he's coming over today. Wednesdays are usually our night to hang, but he hasn't called yet, so...whatever. I'll have a beer anyway lol.

Not much else going on...tryna get inspired to paint something. J is kind of like my muse, at least when I'm drawing the male body, since his body is phenomenal. But I don't want to put that on canvas just yet. I'm trying to come up with something to paint to hang over my bed...something sensual. I don't know what yet though.

Ok I'm some shit to do. Ciao!